It Will All Get Better In Time.: Damn.
I hate it when the memories get to me. I couldn’t sit downstairs because all the freaking memories were there. I hate being up so late because that’s when I just freaking miss you. I miss sleeping next to you. I miss waking up next to you. I miss talking to you. I miss playing games with you. I…
"I think I can say this is by far the most shitty situation I’ve ever been in. My stomach hurts, my heart hurts, my brain hurts. But what makes it so much worse, is that here I am, breaking, and you could care less. I know you said “how could I trust you,” and that’s true but it would have been nice to hear something from you rather than complete silence… You’re my person. I go to you when I’m a mess and you do everything in your power to make me happy and I love that. I hope you knew how much you made me happy, and if I didn’t say it enough, then I’m sorry it’s too late… But you should at least know. And it sucks even more that a huge part of me naturally wants to call you to tell you how some stupid guy broke my heart the other day, but I can’t because you don’t care. You being on my mind is second nature, and I used to love thinking about you every second. Now it’s just the greatest curse… I’d still like to know where I went wrong… And I really hate missing you…"
- (via rockfreakngreen)
